i'm really sad~

"kalau tak sanggup nak tunggu, tak pyh tunggu"..trngiang2 ayat nie dkt telinga...sampai hati syg ckp mcm tue...kalau tak sanggup, takdelah at d first place i accept u...takdelah sy plan future with u...takdelah sy sbr dgn kerenah syg..accepting u 4 who u r...takdelah sy tak sbr2 tunggu syg blk...takdelah i do all the stuff 4 u...to impress u..to suprise u..changing myself to be the most perfect girl 4 u...to make u happy...it's all bcoz I LOVE U...WIF ALL MY HEART...smpi hati syg ckp mcm tue...i know i'm not perfect yet 4 u...tak layak pun utk syg...teruk...tp sy ikhlas cintakan syg...syg syg....

Sy mmg slalu complain...i admit dat...tp ade tak syg fkr knape???i'm not crazy to simply get angry...sy tunggu syg blk..tunggu syg ade mse utk sy...i keep on waiting...juz to get ur fully attention...dahlah jauh...dpt dgr suare je...sy nak kualiti time...dat's all..u know exactly wat i like..tp jrg nak wat...ssh sgt ke ape yg sy mntk..???sy mintak maaf kalau wat syg trsinggung or mrh or skt hati..i didn't mean it...

Kblkgn nie..kite slalu sgt argue..kdg2,bkn psl kite pun...i dun know why..kdg2 sy rse kite dah tak serasi lg dah...:( sy tau u always thought dat everything is simple..small matter..syg ade byk lg bnde lain nak fkr..nak buat..cbuk..sy fhm..penah tak syg letak diri syg dkt tmpt sy??sy kne fhm n sbr dgn syg 4 the rest of my life...sy sanggup..sbb sy syg dkt syg...lpstu,ble suare sy sdih..kate sy ckp kasar..lain mcm..taknak dgr suare syg..dll..ble sy luahkan..kate sume syg wat slh..sy slalu mrh syg...i'm really hurt to hear dat...ble sy tak luahkan..syg tanye tak henti2..wat am i suppose 2 do...ingat sy suke ke cri gaduh dgn syg???

Ble jauh..i need more attention...sy tau syg call sy every nite..tp utk ape??utk sy tmnkan syg tdo..kdg2,sy tak hbis ckp lg syg dah mamai n tdo..padahal i wait 4 u 4 d whole day..whole week...sy ingat ape yg sy nak cite lame2..siap simpan dlm hp lg..sbb nak share dgn syg...i really excited nak tunggu mlm..ble syg call...but wat did i get???ditinggalkan sorg2...sy tau syg pnt..sy fhm..sy sbr..tp kdg2 sy tak blh nak sbr...ble suare sy dah lain mcm, ckp sy taknak ckp dgn syglah..apelah..ckp mcm sy ckp dgn kwn2 laki sy yg lain lah..u know wat..??d fact is, sejak i be wif u..sy dah tak layan laki dah..kalau sy rse pntg,baru sy angkat call kwn2 laki sy..tue pun blh dikira bpe byk..tak pecaye,tanyelah mama..i keep on thinking about u..cite psl syg..everyday..every second...

But now i realize dat i mean nothing 2 u...u juz give ur attention to me when u need me...kalau tak,syg takkan ckp mcm tue..mcm suruh sy cri laki lain...nape??syg ade pmpuan lain ke???better than me??juz tell me...i need 2 know....jgn seksa sy mcm nie...u know wat..??i'm so happy when i'm wif u...but dis thing makes me crazy!smpi sy trfkr..btul ke syg blk mlaysia nie for me...:'(

Sy tau syg rimas dgn sy..i'm not dat good...but i'd try my best...sy tau syg baik..jujur...loyal..u r very perfect in my eyes n heart...it's all my fault..i'm sorry 4 every single thing, honey...i think, we both need time 4 ourself...u dun have 2 call me if syg taknak kne mrh dgn sy..taknak dgr suare sy..it's ok..i will try 2 accept it...i will try 2 be independent..living without u...but jgn tanye mcm mne sy nak wat..nak hidup..n psl sy...u juz mind ur own life...i dun wanna be a burden 4 u anymore...i'm really hurt...sorry....but, no matter wat happen..i always love u..n it will nvr change....

by,'aqilah...

never had a dream come true~

pretty boy~

FrOm My PuRe HeArT~

Since the day that we met,
I aint never had anyone make me feel this way,
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you,
Wanna give you the whole world,
If you make the promise to me, You're gonna stay...
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused...

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side...
I got you and I want to give you what you never had,

Everyday I hope to make you part of my life,
Cause you know me and I know you,
Your love is where it's at...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last,
And be the one that got your back,
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together,
And though we both made our mistakes,
And some we never wish we made,
But we'll be okay if we just stay together...

Honey you're the one I've waited for,
Because you gave me what I need and more,
its clear that we are meant to be,
Together,
We should be together,
Eternally...

I love you lemon!:*

by 'aqilah...

WhAt a LoVeLy 2009 HoLiDaY...(@_@)

Best sgt syg blk!!!!nak raya lg dgn syg....:)Mase puase tue,kitorg buka same2..dlm wayang..hehe..:p tak penah org wat..syglah tringin sgt nak mkn popcorn..popcorn kat india tak sdp,katenye...syg,syg..:) Kitorg tgk cite Jin Notty...Lpstu..syg amik drpd pudu..mse tue cuti raya dah...sy mrajuk dgn syg psl syg trtdo..stu jam sy tunggu kat bukit jalil..huhu...pastu syg wat2 sesat..tak smpi2 rmh..geram jgk..tp ble tgk muka syg je..tak smpi hati nak mrh...dah syg kan..hehe..:p pndi jgk syg nak pujuk sy..:) pastu syg belanja sy fruit tart..yum!!!(*_*)

Mlm tue,syg pun blk kelantan...rse rindu plk..bju raya thun nie..peach!:) mase raya tue, msg je dgn syg...mms lah..hehe..:p yelah, 1st time

pki lense...tp syg lg suke sy pki spect..lg comel..yeke..???hmm...ikut jelah..:)

Lps raya tue..kitorg pun kluar pegi klcc..tgk cite G-Force plk..wlupun dah biase pegi, tp rse best sgt sbb syg ade!nie gmbrnye..kitorg amik byk3...trjumpe plklah dgn geng areena..dorg kate kitorg sweet..hehe..:p

Pastu..kluar pegi sunway pyramid plk...main ice skating..takut gle nak try..dahlah tak penah...licin sgt3..nsb baik syg ade..trgolek jgk dgn syg...dua kali plk tue..malunye...rmi org tgk..aduii...stu kali trduduk..stu kali lg trlentang..amma!:p syg pun bkn main syok lg main...mcm expert je...daa~:D yg klkrnye mse nak cari K-box lah..kne tawaf stu building..sesat..hehe..pnt gle pusing..last2 jumpe jgk...kat luar rupenye..haha! tp sunyi je tmpt tue..ble tanye bpe harga..mak aii..pttlah takde org...byr mcm nak jd artis plk..:p last2..minum2 kat kopitiam je...sy teh ais mcm

biase, syg orange juice..euww...tak sdpnye teh ais die...last2..mkn ais je..syg pun same..hehe..:p

emm....jumpe kwn2 syglah plk mse dkt klcc..yg sy ingat..batman..haha!tak selese sgt mse tue coz dorg tue ntahlah..nsb baik syg ade..syg bg support, tmnkan, protect n tak prnh abaikan sy..thank's honey...i love u so much!:*

Yg plg trkejutnye, raya tue parents syg dtg rmh jumpe parents sy...tak prnh sy rse segabra,saspen,gelabah ayam,n terkejut mcm tue!menggigil jgk mse nak serve air dkt dorg..mak aii..malu gle!tp terhaaaaru sgt3..tak sangke lgsg..syg mmg,kalau bg suprise,mmg blh wat sy parkinson..hehe..dat's is one of d reason why i love him so much...n i will love him till d end of my life....I PROMISE....:*

Tak sbrnye nak tunggu syg blk 17/12/2009 nie....riiiiiinnnduuuuuuu sgt3 dkt syg...

mmmuuaah3!xoxoxoxoxoxoxo...:*

by, 'aqilah...

dkt KLCC~

dkt Sunway Pyramid~

DULL & BORING

That is the only word i can describe if i can't hear your voice,baby...

1 HARD WEEK!!

Seminggu lagi tinggal untuk pulang ke Malaysia..

Tempat tumpah darah ku..

kat india pun dah start berpuasa hari ni..

tak sabar nya nak balik..

nak jumpa orang yang tersayang..

hehe..terutama 'SAYANG' la..:p



Esok dah start praktikal exam

malas sangat rasanya nak study sebab time final dah study macam ape ntah..
Tuhan saje yang tahu..

But the hardest part is...

nak tunggu result keluar

kecut nya perut..

takut jugak kalau2 kena viva or repeat paper..

kalau bole tak nak la dua2

so leh balik beraya dengan aman dan tenang..amin~



Cepat la balik,saya rindu sangat2 kat sayang

nak buka puasa sama2 ngn sayang lagi

kali ni kita buka kat hotel plak nak??

hehe..teringin nak makan 'lobster'...:p


Anyway, penantian ni sangat2 menyeksakan sebab rasa macam masa lambat sangat berlalu

dengan praktikal lagi

bkn leh wat men2..

dengan puasa lagi..

haha...kene jaga sikit perangai..xleh nak wat suka2 hati



Well dah lama dah tak update blog ni..
So saya nak ucapkan...



SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMDHAN AL-MUBARAK

JuZ fOr U,dEaR....:)

GUD LUCK SYG!!!:)
Sy tau syg nak exam...sy yakin syg blh wat...jd,syg pun kne yakin dgn diri syg...effort n success is juz an eqivalent trade...meaning,if u give ur 100% effort,u will gain a 100% success...didn't believe it??hve a try,then..:) bak kate lgu scorpion,wat u give,u get back..hehe..:p

tp ape2 pun,sy prcaye syg blh wat n...sy sntiase ade dblkg syg..'jgn pndg blkg'..hehe..takdelah...:p sy sntiase ade disisi syg n sokong syg..u hve my 100% support n love,dear!:) bkn sy je tau..syg pun ade allah yg sntiase ade utk dgr doa syg n bantu syg,mama n abh syg yg sntiase doakan kejayaan syg n family dgn kwn2 yg lain...so,u can do it!chaiyok2!!!

u have try ur best n give ur effort,honey..i know dat..dat's why,as i said yesterday night..nnt ble syg blk malaysia,sy akn blnje syg tgk wayang n mkn pizza...sy tau syg suke mkn pizza..ank mat salleh lah katekan...hehe..:p tp..tp..tp...ade syaratnye...it's not as simple as A B C utk dpt blnje drpd org yg 'kdkut' tau..syg kne pass exam nie...ok..??trust me honey,u can do it...:)

Jd..sbgi pmbkr smgt syg n spye syg tak tension,tgk nie dulu...:)

hehe...tak bestlah bg tgk lmbg je kan...nah,tgk pizza n cheese die...sedapnyeee syg....yum2...:)

tue mknn...wayang plk...kite blh tgk wayang sme2...hehe..pakej tau..tgk..bestkan seat die...sejuuk....:p

Sy tau...syg plg suke nie kan.....:)

e'eh..nnt dulu..God of War III nie tak trmasuk dlm pass..nie kalau dpt flying colours(distinction) je...jd..tunggulah next year,k..kalau sy baik hati,emm..maybe bufday syg this year ke,kan..mne tau...hehe.....

Lastly,gud luck n all d best again...jge kshatn tue baik2...no skt2 mse exam nie...jgn lupe mkn....sy nak syg ingat yg allah sntiase ade dgn syg,sy sntiase doakan kejayaan syg n i always love u...love u soooooo much!:*

mmmmuuuuuaaah!!!xoxoxoxoxo.....




by, 'aqilah...

SuKe sYg pUjUk...(^+^)

"Apelah syg nie...suke ckp bnde2 yg tak sweet tau...eee..geram btul!rase mcm nak cekik2 je...dahlah tdo dlu..tak dgr pun ape org nak cite...apelah..dkt rmh pun sme je mcm dkt india...esok,aku taknak angkat tel..mls plk rse nak blk KL..tp nak jumpe die..takpe2..jumpe nnt,taknak ckp dgn die..pdn muke!!!"huh,pnjg btul aku bebel dlm hati..mne taknye..geraaam sgt.....
lpstu,esk mse dlm kuliah,syg call,tp aku tak angkat pun..mls nak angkat...tbe2,kuliah etika tue hbis awl plk..tp aku dah beli tiket pkul 3 ptg dah...takpelah,tkr jelah...
blk2 tue,aku trus je packing brg cpt2 coz nak tkr tiket pkul 12 tgh hri...alhmdulillah..smpi jgk...naik je bas,trjumpe miza..lpstu,mse dlm bas tue,syg call lg...aku ttp tak angkat..(wlupun dlm hati nak sgt angkat..rindu sgt dkt syg..)
miza perasa hp aku asyik bunyi tp aku tak angkat...die pun tanye sape tue n nape tak angkat..aku ckplah kat die..pastu,die kate,"apelah ko nie..smntare ade dkt malaysia nie,ko jgnlah gduh2 dgn die..hargai mse yg ade..." aku pun trdiam kjp..then,syg call lg...kali nie aku angkat...dah ckp2 tue,syg kate die nak amik dkt pudu..so aku pun bgtau mama aku,tak pyh amik coz syawal ade....

Sampai je dkt pudu..aku tmnkan miza pegi toilet..aran,bf die pun amik die jgk..lpstu,aku pun tunggulah syg dkt bwh jejantas tue dgn miza n aran...miza excited sgt nak tgk syawal..last2,die yg nmpk dulu..hehe..aran dah pndg die pelik dah...:p
Hujan renyai2 mse tue...aku pun trus lintas jln n lari dkt kete..bkk2 je pintu kete,tbe2..ade bunga!trkejut pun ye jgk..suke pun ade jgk..aku trus je snyum dkt syg...hilang rase geram dkt die..syg mmg tau!nak tunggu aku geram..bru nak romantik..syg nie!i love u..:)
Sweet sgt mse tue..bile tgk syg je,trus rse tenang...rse slmt...blk je rmh,aku trus msukkan bunge tue dlm pasu..smpi lupe nak amik gmbr dulu..mama n abah senyum je tgk..tak pyh tanye pun,dorg dah tau drpd sape..mstlah drpd syawal..satu2nye buah hati,intan payung ank dorg nie..hehe..:p tp..ade jgk gmbr mse dlm pasu...nie..cntkkan...:)



Mlm tue mcm biase,syg call aku...die ckp, 3 bunge ros mrh tue mknenye I LOVE U..hehe..i love u too,honey...:) alaah..tp bunge tue dah layu dah...:( tp syg kate lg,takpelah..tue bknnye yg last...
SAAAAYANG syg!mmuuaah!!!:)