My Love Eternally

                                           

Last time I watched 'A Walk to Remember' is a year ago

Very touching story,so romantic, could even melt my "men's heart"~

So,despite of my crampy time that i have..

I watched it again last night

Still the affection,the passion and the burning love that attached to the story moved me.

I feel like i want to take good care of what i have

The person who always there for me

I don't want to neglect every person that love me

Because once they're gone,and you don't ever appreciate them,

you will regret for the rest of your life

The story unfold the true love that we should appreciate

the miracles it brought to us

the beauty of a relationship that relies on only one, no other than pure love

never ever polluted by something else

such as lust and greed

relationship that don't even care for one man's pride

So far,i try my best to give happiness to the person i loved and always love

But not best enough

Yeah,i know

I'm not the perfect guy in the world

That's for sure

But I try to be the most perfect guy for her

Once, i watched "Cinta", there is a quote that is really right for me

"Kadang-kadang,orang yang paling kita sayang lah yang paling susah untuk disayangi"

It's true!

Love makes us do stupid things

But pure love bring us to even further than stupid

it change people!

Now i understand a little bit

it's not how you take care of someone you loved

it's now how you worked hard to make them happy

and it's not how much you say 'i love u' to them

BUT,the most important is

How PURE is your love towards them

Once we have it, everything else will come automatically

Obtaining it is one thing

but to pursue them is not as easy as it seem

Try to achieve it, and for sure it will bring happiness to the people around

I'm sorry my dear

because you feel like i'm neglecting you lately

It's not what it looks like, honey

I just try to adapt with new environment

new schedule

new life in India

I know it sound selfish

and i feel bad about it.....:(

I love you baby,and always do

every time i pray, i always ask for our relationship to be last forever

never end eventhough we died

I'm sorry for everything

 

I'll be a better person for you

and not only for you

but for the sake of everyone else around including me...